tonight was one of the best nights i've had in i don't even know when. i hung out with katherine and margaret and her siblings. (allison and rachel were present in spirit.) and i know i talk about these people all the time, but whatever... these people... i can't even explain how much these girls mean to me. when they are home, i feel like a more complete and whole person. we think each other's thoughts. we feel each other's emotions. maybe that's weird and bad... i don't know. but i do know that they bring beauty and hope back into my life, which i desperately need. even after all these years and years, even after we've each grown up a lot, even though we've each experienced some parts of life in such different ways, even though we don't agree on everything anymore, there is still that closeness that i cannot understand but am oh so grateful for. oneness and unity through our differences are great things.
this all also makes me excited cause i think i know what my next tattoo might be.
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"...like i'm not the only one dealing with it." yes jeffrey that's exactly it.
i really don't know what i'm gonna do when you leave too. that thought makes me so sad i don't even know what to say.
I love you more than words can say. You are beautiful and I can't imagine my life without you. And the great thing is... the five of us...we're gonna be okay. No matter what happens, I know I don't have to worry about that. All I know is it's an incredibly comforting thought to know that, wherever life takes me from here, I'm going to have you guys. It's true- we seem to think the same things and go through the same things and have the same feelings. But at the same time, we are so beautifully different. Leaving hurts a lot. However, I can't say I ever actually feel separated from you and the others. I love you.
you are great miss Julia.
"next tattoo" haha
I was just thinking the other day how I will very likely be by myself at some point in my life... living on my own or something like that. But I will never be alone because I have such wonderful and beautiful friends! It was hard coming back to school after Easter, but I know I'll see everybody so soon! I love you.
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