joy, where have you been?

another school year has started. i'm glad the summer is over. mine was a little bit crazy (to put it mildly), and i think it'll be good to have the routine again... maybe. i guess we'll see how it goes. i only hope this year will be better than the last, though i don't really see how it could get any more ridiculous. all i know is that i'm trying to have a different attitude this time around. i'm trying to let go of certain relationships that aren't so good. and i'm also trying to embrace some others that i've kind of been afraid of. i'm trying to just let things be as they are because in the past when i've been scared or something, i've missed out on some really potentially beautiful things.

i've also decided i'm going to do more things for myself to let out my creative juices. i just shut down too often, and i'm tired of that. i just hope that things will start to look up cause honestly... it's about freakin time they did.

peace to you all.